I broke up with the new guy this weekend.
I'd been thinking about it on and off for a couple of weeks now, and although he is a nice guy, I just didn't really see myself with him in the future, there was something missing for me, and of course I do get bored quite easily.
So I broke it off after seeing him 1 last time on saturday, I left when he was asleep and it was still dark outside lol and sent him a text explaining I wasn't ready to settle down and that although I'd had fun, it had come to it's end now.
I haven't answered the phone to him since.
I know it's the cowards way out, but I honestly don't care. He kept pressuring me to commit, to meet his mum, and all of that crap. He kept talking about making plans for the future, and to me that's scary talk right there.
Right now I just want to have fun, I don't want to talk about the future, I don't want to fall in love, I don't want to find myself hoping for more from anyone, I just want to have fun, no pressure.
If he had been capable of that, if he had stopped harping on about the future, then we could have carried on having good sex for a bit longer, still if there is one thing I have taken from this (aside from alot more sexual experience lol) it is that I'm no longer afraid of getting out there and having the kind of fun I;m after.
You will remember how stressed out about meeting this guy that I originally was, well that's all a distant memory now.
So, I'm now single again, and I feel much better for it.