When I was 8 and 2 questions for ex Muslims.
OP - December 08, 2008, 04:25 PM
Shortly after I was born I was baptised; a new Roman Catholic, a much better Christian than those lukewarm Protestants.
At the age of 8 I was to be "confirmed" with the Holy Communion" wafer; this was going to be the real thing, not another Father Christmas story.
The wafer, through the miracle of transubstantiation, is imbued with the essence of the body of Christ, I was going to be united with my best ever hero: Jesus.
I still remember the day, my mother lovingly dried my hair with an electric thingy; she also fluffed my chest, neck and back with a fancy Talcum Powder.
AND... I was going to wear my very first pair of long trousers! no more naked legs like girls.
Communion with Jesus; I tried to keep myself pure for the occasion...I even smiled benevolently at my sister and didn't tell any lies for a good few hours.
Off to church for the Ceremony, some of my mates were already there: Didon (orange head but good at loud belches), Gianni ( furthest wee-wee jet) Alexis (stupid git, always stunk of boiled cabbage).
I stopped looking at them to avoid sniggering. Serious and solemn event.
The ?Moment? came, I was glowing with piousness and good will, all my senses were pricked to attention, I was hoping not to explode at being One with Jesus, He would look after us both.
It was my turn, the hand of the priest with the wafer came towards me, I could see the man's fingernails and smell his soap or aftershave.
And then...
NOTHING happened,no magic whatsoever, the loudest ?nothing? in my life. I was stunned into confusion and I wanted to cry away the disappointment but I began hating instead. I had been lied to, like you do to kids.
That was the beginning of all my doubts, all my questioning and subsequent rejection of the hypocrisy which is religion.
Sorry, that was longer than I intended.
My questions to you, if you will share, are:
1) Why are you ex Muslims, what happened to you, what began your doubts?
2) Also, I don't call myself ex Christian, maybe an atheist or an agnostic, why do you call yourself ex Muslim?
Ubi dubium ibi libertas.