Well guse advice corner is in a dry spell
ill post here again lol
So iam kinda lost on wither i should leave my familiy or not, they have been trying to be nice to me last few years or so, manily becuase they no they cant force me to do anything. However, even tho they no i no longer pray or even do juma i dont realy think they could handle me being an atheist no me be assed to debate with them.
also, when i get a girlfriend i dont want my parents interfering as i know they would since they woud exspect me to marry the first girl they see me with but i don wana cohabit and dont want to have to deal with my parents in this matter either.
also, i am not over or forgoten the physical and emotional abuse they have put me through in my life
on the other hand, i feel i little guilt when they try and be nice and the loving side of them comes out which makes me reconsider a little.
I know my life is easier without them in it.
I also still have issues with ADHD and even though things have improved in many aspects, i still feel very underdevloped in my social and love life.
And finally, as a side issue/point, it chould (probabily is) my ADHD/autism trait but i feel that even though i love philosophy, online or inperson debates triger me to much that i cant see the BS in peoples arguments, or my bad working memory mens i cant either recall why say a sertain appologtic argument like assumptions in science or statitics against homosexuality,promiscuity or immigrants/black and brown people are incorrect.
I.e my mental and verbal articulation skills if you will a very poor
All advice welcome