Guys I'm lost need help :(
OP - September 08, 2017, 01:54 PM
So I am a moroccan citizen an Ex-muslim and an atheist, but this is not the important part.
I have been an ex-muslim now for 2 years, I fell in love with a german girl and planning on marrying her but I need to leave this country first which seems so impossible both legally and illegally because I'm abviously poor because money controls everything. and now I'm so desperate and depressed because I was born in a stereotyped country for terrorism and I'll probably be commiting suicide and the close future becuase I already raised the white flag because I can't just give up on that girl and stay in this muslim country and try to fit again in its society by faking my faith. I'm truly dead from inside, I think this is one of my last hopes is to find some people who are willing to help by suggesting solutions and pieces of advice that can help me actually leave this place and become a free human being once again. and sorry for bothering you all.