new Ex muslim here
OP - February 07, 2017, 02:28 PM
I DON'T KNOW from where I should begin .. I am an Ex muslim, officially became one 6 months ago, never talked to anyone in my surroundings.. I am in Saudi, it is suicide if I do that .. I am heartbroken, very scared, and very silent, I don't belong to anything but humanity, I have no home, no family and no friends as I am scared to death to tell anyone .. I resort to my philosophy .. I look and think about things deeply to try to escape my loss of freedom .. but my mind is the only thing that is free .. I don't like to live in hypocrisy, but it is my only way to survive in this theocratical culture .. I do meet people everywhere, I have my family around me, but never say a word except to keep them away from questioning why I am silent .. The world around me is so idiotic .. Very SJW's-like society where everyone wants to tell you what to do in life or how to think in an SJW-like Gov.. any conversation would have to end at the limit of the knowledge of a 1400 years old book or that person who lived in one of the most ignorant culture back then.. regardless of what the topic is about, religion is the way to end conversations .. I cannot argue against it for my safety so I'd rather not even start .. I found online tools to be a sort of an escape to the harsh reality I am living in .. tried to find people .. I don't have except for one true friend of mine online that I found on the web who is closer to me than my own family ..
excuse my way of talking, I don't talk often .. but here I am feeling the same exact pain we all Ex muslims undergo in one way or another.. Love you all my fellow Ex muslims and my fellow humans !!!