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OP - February 07, 2017, 02:28 PM

Hello,

I DON'T KNOW from where I should begin .. I am an Ex muslim, officially became one 6 months ago, never talked to anyone in my surroundings.. I am in Saudi, it is suicide if I do that .. I am heartbroken, very scared, and very silent, I don't belong to anything but humanity, I have no home, no family and no friends as I am scared to death to tell anyone .. I resort to my philosophy .. I look and think about things deeply to try to escape my loss of freedom .. but my mind is the only thing that is free .. I don't like to live in hypocrisy, but it is my only way to survive in this theocratical culture .. I do meet people everywhere, I have my family around me, but never say a word except to keep them away from questioning why I am silent .. The world around me is so idiotic .. Very SJW's-like society where everyone wants to tell you what to do in life or how to think in an SJW-like Gov.. any conversation would have to end at the limit of the knowledge of a 1400 years old book or that person who lived in one of the most ignorant culture back then.. regardless of what the topic is about, religion is the way to end conversations .. I cannot argue against it for my safety so I'd rather not even start .. I found online tools to be a sort of an escape to the harsh reality I am living in .. tried to find people .. I don't have except for one true friend of mine online that I found on the web who is closer to me than my own family ..
excuse my way of talking, I don't talk often .. but here I am feeling the same exact pain we all Ex muslims undergo in one way or another.. Love you all my fellow Ex muslims and my fellow humans !!!
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Reply #1 - February 07, 2017, 02:59 PM

Welcome to CEMB. Have a parrot.

`But I don't want to go among mad people,' Alice remarked.
`Oh, you can't help that,' said the Cat: `we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad.'
`How do you know I'm mad?' said Alice.
`You must be,' said the Cat, `or you wouldn't have come here.'
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Reply #2 - February 07, 2017, 04:21 PM

Welcome

Which side are you on?
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Reply #3 - February 07, 2017, 06:30 PM

You are not alone - there are many like us. I hope you find some release on this forum. Welcome. Btw you can find me on Facebook if you want to chat.

Hassan Radwan.
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Reply #4 - February 08, 2017, 01:10 PM

Thank you Quod Sum Eris, zeca and Hassan .. it helps to find like-minded people around here
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Reply #5 - February 09, 2017, 01:50 PM

Welcome to the forums! Your position reminds me of the book 1984, if you haven't read it yet then please do.

I hope you are using a VPN to access this website, or the TOR browser?

I don't come here any more due to unfair moderation.
http://www.councilofexmuslims.com/index.php?topic=30785
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Reply #6 - February 09, 2017, 05:42 PM

Welcome friend, I think I can relate to you being silent in front of your family as I think most of us can. You daren't tell them what you really think and feel and I live in the liberal West to still worry.
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Reply #7 - February 10, 2017, 02:58 AM

Welcome! Continue to be careful. Caution is your friend.

Don't let Hitler have the street.
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Reply #8 - February 10, 2017, 08:31 AM

Quote from: TheRationalizer on February 09, 2017, 01:50 PM
Welcome to the forums! Your position reminds me of the book 1984, if you haven't read it yet then please do.

I hope you are using a VPN to access this website, or the TOR browser?

1984, many people recommend that book, I'll try it ..

Sometimes I forget the vpn, but I try not to :( ..
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Reply #9 - February 10, 2017, 08:34 AM

Quote from: Ward_End on February 09, 2017, 05:42 PM
Welcome friend, I think I can relate to you being silent in front of your family as I think most of us can. You daren't tell them what you really think and feel and I live in the liberal West to still worry.

thank you my friend.. when I see that I am not alone in this and that we are all venting to eachother here, it can help.. at least there are like-minded people that had went through the same pains and we can relate to eachother
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Reply #10 - February 10, 2017, 08:36 AM

Quote from: three on February 10, 2017, 02:58 AM
Welcome! Continue to be careful. Caution is your friend.

Of course, thank you so much
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Reply #11 - February 10, 2017, 10:10 AM

Quote from: Alone Exmuslim on February 10, 2017, 08:31 AM
1984, many people recommend that book, I'll try it ..

Sometimes I forget the vpn, but I try not to :( ..

Let me know how similar it feels to your life

If you use TOR for coming here it's impossible to forget vpn.

I don't come here any more due to unfair moderation.
http://www.councilofexmuslims.com/index.php?topic=30785
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Reply #12 - March 17, 2017, 04:15 PM

WELCOME alone ex muslim

i completly understand your situation and the dressed tone in your post

i highly advice you to be careful with your friends
and finding a hopy that can keep your mind at more beautiful places than where you are right now

i like painting and art yet i understand how in an islamic country like saudi even drawing and music is prophipted it is funny how they neeeeed to control your soul buy keeping you away from art and kindness like pets and dogs

stay strong

You are educated when you have the ability to listen to almost anything without losing your temper or self-confidence.
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?Believe those who are seeking the truth. Doubt those who find it.?

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