Thank You very-very much everyone,
I do really appreciate the all kindness given which this has motivated me that I'm not alone in dealing this tough situations. And this has confidence me and my inner strength that I should fight for my rights.
I was plan to go far from here either with a visa or not, flight or boat, deadly risk or whatever it could be.. it is my life..
It's worth the risk for one who seeks better life, just not yet sure the destination.
Sorry for the previous posting that had been truncated, due to safety circumstances.. So here am re-posting, in which some critical information will remain hidden, you may asked me for that. Meanwhile, for the recent one, I'll first analyze it and will be intouch soon.
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In response to the questions that you wondering about..
(correct me if i'm wrong)
1. The issues about ‘much ‘apostasy’ per se as what is likely’.. by the vast majority in most islamic country did not calculated at the prevailing spot or to where does it happened. One will said to be an apostates once they fail to adopt what others impose one to beliefs at any level. It’s happens anywhere whether one is still remain inside of their country or abroad. The question is where that person was at the time the incident occurred.
2. Q1: What is the punishment of the sharia court?
A: You may Google it.
Q2: Does it amount to persecution?
A: Confiscate the person's 'employees provident fund', and prevent a person's freedom
to do their own work. Forcing a person to make monthly payments to exaggeration and excessive, and in the end .. spread false information of the person with intention to disgrace, discredit and destroy the reputation of a person's life, and prevent a person from get the rights of the defense by the law and implementing sharia measures for the purposes of persecution to the person.
3. Q: ‘Has he been sentenced yet or is he awaiting Sentence?’
A: No, I will not go alone to the court anymore, I let it be and I stay away as possible as I can be. I love every inch of my being and I had no reason to offer them to punish my being. That should not be.
4. The first incident happened 10 years ago for when I no longer can align myself with what others had impose me to beliefs. There are number of statements are falsely made against me out from any or by factual fact. Aiming to seize what is in me. The statement was later openly broadcast to many people. As a result I lost my family. Friends of mine. My career and business collapsed as well. Hard to get a new job. I later had to live on the run and changing into another identity unofficially to survive. Although I have made many police report but the police failed to take into account. The police eventually remove the case and sent me two letters in difference dated. Both of the letter contents really contradict each other. Weird! But at that time I still believe that I was a Muslim, I do 5 time pray, fasting in ramadan, pay zakat, and etc.. but I just can not allowed myself to practice such bad behavior and ran for hypocritical life as what other muslims practice. Being racist to hatred to my fellow non-muslim that against my will. I found that there not only 'something' but there are many thing wrong in between my own belief with other belief.
5. Q: ‘He would need documentation evidencing his conviction for apostasy and something indicating that he has to return to the court for sentencing - I assume he is on bail at the moment?’
A : The second incident occurred a few years ago where I was being declared renounce Islam. I have filed a police report but the police did not make an inquiry and let the complaint ignored.
Explanation : A few months later (from the date of the incident took place), I found a letter that was distributed to one of the group members. The content of the letter was referring to me. The letter said there an ustadz (male religious teachers ) from the Islamic religious department said the confirmation that I was an agent of the Christian fellowship whose encouraging people to church for baptism. I absolutely have no idea as the contents of the letter were not true at all. It's all slander. Another type of an old fashion of extortion often done by many muslims in order to get rezki (some sort of blessed income given/granted by the all supreme and the all lovely and the all almighty GOD) which required the hands of dishonest people to steal others belongings, in which later saying 'Alhamdulillah, amin amin amin rabbal alamin'.. I guess. I'm not at all interested in what other people believe that has nothing to do with their lives but so busy body impose others to what to believe is all about. Well, I'm not even buying that.
6. I have stated in my earlier post here that (several months ago) I has been met with some contacts with the members of NGOs.. but they can not represent me to suits the case in Sharia courts because they are not muslim attorney, it was also said to be in vain. In fact, I was advised to stay low and dig deep down and remain silent. Since the act or proceeding of making application to the court is deemed futile. The trial will boil and going for a long run and harm myself to more to come implications, and by the end of the long trial I do have not any backup for if bad become to worse happens. That is what I have advised. The case could not be carried out in court because no lawyer dared to help me to fight the case in Sharia courts. Since I am not a lawyer… How would I get the paper of judgments from the judge? For that reason, I can only get what was able to get, the polis log report document (so many!), the documents created for the purpose of stealing my employee provident fund (EPF), the document that falsely made against me, the many of affidavits that was put aside by the majistret and more ..
7. I don't think there had any necessary to go suffer imprisonment, corporal punishment and severe damages and on.. for the amounts of persecution just to prove the need of evidences. Indeed, I supposed avoiding that from happens. No dead or damaged bodies will turn back with claims that they had been damaged by the persecution and grant any benefit...
8. Q1: 1) Is it possible to gather this documentation? Or do you have it already?
A: I have collected a lot of documents, while for the apostasy judgment paper, I have to go for a long trial in court to fight the case by myself (ex Parte?.. ah ah.. I don't know.. you tell me...). From the record, no one has succeeded in the trial so far. -- Is that necessary for me to do so??
If so.. I really need a secure protection..
(Fact about muslim ; A ‘Good Muslim’ are likely a damn fine calm river, but deep down there're crocodile. You can cross by boat, but you never cross by swim)
Q2: 2) How much money you think you need?
A: I do not know how much it should be, but I concluded that for my preparation, flight tickets, accommodation. I will send all items to you before my departure, for the less, will be paid back after I get a job there and get paid by. Is that okay?
Thanks for the kindness,
My Special Note….
I’ve tried everything.. I’ve tried to be a good Muslim among them.. I served everything they want out of me. I let them get everything they wanted out of me. Even my beloved one, even I lost everything.. but all that I did in fact useless. It all has never been appreciated at all. Everything I do in vain.
I’m not a rancorous person, I live my life in all alone with no one care. I have been patient and silent and been down so low for so long while the government people's sat down and watching and do nothing, and this high class GOD creature's.. the actions increasingly outrageous and inhumane and finally forced me to a dead end which I has no other way left to go and I finally began to realise that I have to find the way out and forgetting everything here. I am one who aspires to build a life far away from this habittans co-existence.
The way they has gone too much. All I can say by now enough is enough !
If God happens to exist.. then that God are the one at the first place to be responsible and to blamed because of making such defected creature that caused cancer to the mankind and damaging the world.