I would rather never be able to sing, I don't have much of a singing voice either way.
So here's a boring question, and something that a lot of you experience IRL
Would you rather live as a "non-practicing Muslim" closet atheist but be able to have relationship with the family, or be able to come out and live the way you want but risking being attacked or persecuted by you family
I did the latter, at a huge, huge cost. But I honestly could not imagine my life any other way.
Would you rather live in a place with horrible weather but take one dream vacation every year or live in a place with great weather but never be able to take a vacation? (Vacation = holiday for all you British people.)