I can assure you that this isn't mere maudlin thoughts talking as a result of a disease. The doctors have explicitly informed me that they refuse to change my meds until two years have elapsed.
Hi schizo., hope you are feeling good to day.. just curious what medicines are you taking., You know along with medications, walking/running and doing bit of exercise does really help people that are bit down in life. If you don't have any neurological problems, quite often these so-called Psychiatrists/doctors don't know why they are giving certain medications to their patients..
Given that when I go back home I'm going to be told ad nauseum that my feelings and impulses are a result of deficient iman, I don't see how on earth I'll be able to recover.
what feeling and impulses are you talking? , Sorry I didn't read all of your posts but to me, you appears to be quite normal guy and having the same problems many people have in life.
I always ask muslim associates: give me one, just one (logically coherent) answer to my doubts and I'll believe again. I'll try and rationalise away everything I can. I'll even become fucking quran-only, for heaven's sake!
Hi schizo., I just don't see any GOOD REASON for you to go to them and ask Muslim associates to give one, just one logically coherent answer to your doubts.
what is the point? Why are you going to them and asking them about Islam?
Are you trying to convert them out of Islam?? why?? It appears you are trying to force yourself on to something such as ..Either you have to be a Muslim guy or your friends/relatives should get out of Islam....why do that.,
there is always a middle line life., I mean there are many things that Muslim folks like as you and me like., There is some common ground between Muslims and Non-Muslims.. both are still human beings... aren't they? aren't we??
with best wishes