Hello everybody! First of all to say that I'm not exmuslim. English is not my first languaje (although I live in England) so I'll try to express myself the best I can.
I would like to talk about my experience with islam. I have always been curious about this religion, in my teens I read books like "No without my daughter" and I find them very disturbing. I always thought that women in islam were oppressed and wanted to scape and couldn't do anything about it. Now I understand that muslim women are as happy as muslim men with the religion...
I watched the film "The message" and my opinion about islam changed a little bit, as the film portray Mohamed and the religion as something nice and tolerant!!
But then I kept reading in the newspapers about suicide bombings, killings etc etc
Nothing made sense. So I went and bought a quoran and started to read it at night....
I could not beleive what I was reading, I felt even paranoid like Alah was watching me!! Could not sleep properly for days, such violent, disrespetful, manipulating, threats after threats and always finishing the verses with "Ala is merciful" "Ala is the best" "Ala knows everything and you nothing" SO UNPLEASANT!!! Twisting ideas, saying something horrible and then saying that Ala is merciful!!!!
Now I understand why the real muslims are the these horrible nutters that want to either get rid of us non muslims or make us second class citizens (dhimmi).
I have read a lot about islam since then and I can say I can not stand it. It makes people lose contact with reality and humanity...There are very nice things in islam as well, but in my opinion, the bad bad things make it a very dangerous ideology.
I would like to contribute to this forum if you let me, and we could share opinions and thoughts. You are a very brave bunch!!!