I just hate myself.
There are more than a billion girls out there who would love to be in your shoes Rubaya. Common be happy with what you have..
I have turned into a monster for a certain someone, for whom I have made all sacrifices.
well it happens in the life., Life is not smooth sailing irrespective of how rich or how poor one is. First of all you are NOT a monster, get that out of your brain..
Let me do this internet allah hypnotism on you..Rubaya ... you are not a monster.. get that out of your brain.
. you are not a monster, get that out of your brain.
. you are not a monster,get that out of your brain..
May be the problem lies from other side., if they think that you are a monster, it is their problem not your's Rubaya. Because you already sacrificed/or did what ever possible from your side. So get over it. focus.. focus on education..
If I had just been this kind to my parents they would have died in peace. It's not about being an ex-Muslim, it's about me.
I know.. I know...
You know., Grand parents die, parents die, you die, your children will die.. I die., Prophets died god died... what is this eastern philosophy? get over that nonsense., Death comes, so comes.., so what ? Are we living for stupid death.. Common there is so much to do in life for you.
Be a role model..