Hello, dear atheists,
I have been in a transitional state for a year exactly now from a muslim to an atheist.
I am now almost at the stage of completely coming out of the closet (I mean coming out to the Net)
but that won't be long.
I was born and raised as a muslim with a moderate family that strived to raise "good muslims". Among my siblings I was the most focused on religion even though I was talented as an artist.
Art and Islam don't go together so I was constantly in battle with what I love doing the most and what I accept as absolute truth and morality.
I think this all was a blessing in disguise for me as it led eventually to me really critically inspecting Islam and bumping into the right resources and rationalists online who I admire so much - Hassan Radwan, you have my utmost respect and gratitude- so I got involved with bigger and bigger research into Islam.
I wasn't afraid of the sin of inspecting the faith as I thought "If this is truly God's true revelation then it wouldn't be in any threat from doubt and investigation".
Really the very fact that major religions do not permit believers to doubt in any way is a clear evidence of their weakness.
Add to that all the crazy verdicts Islam had vandalized my life by, it was inevitable that I would see the exit door and become Free and Kafir
The moment I saw the errors, contradictions and illogicality of the faith I had an initial shock that was wiped out with the biggest smile I ever had in my life.
I knew I was tricked all my life... but at least here I am ... I had not killed or hurt anyone, never lost a son or friend in the name of Allah... nor did I ever die without knowing the truth.
At least now I can learn more clearly, understand who I am, where I am and what can I do with this precious life today... I can understand what love, humanism, nature and science really mean.
I am no longer packaged by an a merciless ideology of the dessert. No longer hateful and neglecting this beautiful life and expecting a selfish handout from a racist God in a dream world after death.
I am a human being... an evolved animal... a son of this Earth ... a brother to every human. A dear brother to every rationalist.
I hope I know you more ex-muslims and be a humble positive member in your wonderful forum.
Thank you