Well, it's been a while for me to hang around this website, but I never took the risk and signed up. The thing is, I considered registering to this website will ultimatly and officially define me as an X-man (which is probably cool), whereas I am still tangled and lost, still twisted and searching for my ideology, my 'I' and my 'me' ( I am quite a drama queen, now am I
? ). And then, I thought about it and I was like: WTF? who cares?? I mean it only requires an email and a password. No big deal. So here I am, all registered and part of this group
, and I will do my best to contribute my thoughts, philosiphies and lols to this forum. The only problem I guess would be that I'll be online only if no one is around me and my Explorer is set to be Inprivate, cuz I don't want my family, you know, start asking questions. I am not ready to come out of the closet, not 'yet'.
Oh gosh, where are my manners? All this chi-chat without a Hi!!! or introducing myself. Well, Hiii!!
I am Ali, 15 years old (but wiser than God to know that it is not ok to ask someone to kill his child - the Abraham fable-
), and I am from Bahrain, a country nesteled near stupid Saudia Arabia, but thank goodness Bah is the complete opposite of KSA (alchohol is not banned and we are not dumb enough to whip someone cuz he had it
)
I come from a muslim father, and a once-catholic-but-now-muslim mom. I am not going to talk now about the reasons I am willing to leave islam, But let's just say that cuz i use some thing called a 'brain', cuz gays r supposed to be stoned and then pushed from a high tower (something like that) and because, quite frankly, I had an anxiety disorder, not really a big deal, when I was thirteen, I assume. and it is commonly known as 'Obsessive Compulsive Disorder', or OCD, which quite simply makes you question everthing. Everything! From: did I wash my hand or did I lock the door, to What if God is satan and why these verses are soo naive, simple and unscientific? I guess that disease turned out into a blessing, wouldnt you agree?
Moreover, I think that bcz I knew alot about Islam, and cuz I was some kind of a theologian and a reader in islamic stuff contributed alot into making me a doubter. How ironic is that.
Well, hope I would be of some good use in here and maybe I'll find some new pals. Why not
Topic: So I guess I'm the new guy :D