Hey Everyone!
I was on google searching different topics pertaining to islam and christianity and stumbled upon this forum
ive been reading some threads and im surprised to know theres so many ex muslims out there!
Im not sure what i consider myself...ive been seriously struggling with islam for a very long time and dont really consider myself a "muslim"...however i do believe there is a god out there my only struggle is finding a god i believe in which is proving difficult
recently ive started looking into christanity...but seriously its soo confusing i dont even know where to start:S
plus theres sooo many different sects within christanity that finding the one that i fit in the most is proving hard
its all a strange but exciting path im on and will see where i end up lol
btw family does NOT know...i live in canada in a area that is like 90% muslim and all my friends are muslim...family is strict muslim also...my brother being a quran teacher and coming from a generation of Mu'allims so ya its difficult for me...i dont ever plan on telling them..lol ill take this to my grave cuz if anyone in my family ever found out id be an outcast...disowned and would fear for my life
btw im somali so ya for all u somali people u know how hard it is
Good nice to meet you. Firstly, don't jump from one absurdity (Islam) to a another absurdity (Christianity) it might make you feel happy and give you a fuzzy warm feeling, at the end of the day it as about as much credibility as the faith you left it for. So intellectually you've not grown. Facts are truths are more precious then magical thinking, because magical thinking raises more questions then it answers.
Moreover, you are Deist, you think a god exists but don't really believe in organized religion, which is fair enough, but puts the burden of proof on you, remember that.