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  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5070 - August 13, 2012, 10:34 PM

    How one minute into every composition I get stuck and have no idea on where to take the piece. See here:

    http://www.councilofexmuslims.com/index.php?topic=19775.msg626756#msg626756

    Life is what happens to you while you're staring at your smartphone.

    Eternal Sunshine of the Religionless Mind
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5071 - August 14, 2012, 01:10 AM

    Going to sleep right after tarawih and getting woken up by your parents for sehri at 4:00 in the morning.  banghead

    In my opinion a life without curiosity is not a life worth living
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5072 - August 14, 2012, 01:14 AM

    Going to sleep right after tarawih and getting woken up by your parents for sehri at 4:00 in the morning.  banghead


    *winces in sympathy* ouch ... hang on mate, few more days lol :/

    "The more powerful and original a mind, the more it will incline toward the religion of solitude."


    "i used to steal my sisters barbies so i could take their clothes off and perv on them" - prince spinoza
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5073 - August 14, 2012, 01:45 AM

    yep, less than a week left =). I didn't last very long. quit "fasting" after a few days.

    "We were married by a Reform rabbi in Long Island. A very Reform rabbi. A Nazi."-- Woody Allen
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5074 - August 14, 2012, 02:47 AM

    How one minute into every composition I get stuck and have no idea on where to take the piece. See here:

    http://www.councilofexmuslims.com/index.php?topic=19775.msg626756#msg626756

    That's very beautiful music Solara. What do you imagen when you compose it? Do you have a picture or story in your mind.

    When I first listened I just listened to the beauty.

    Then when I was thinking what you might do next I thought about my Daughter dancing becauce I I know nothing about music. But I do know some about dancing. When I saw my Daughter dancing to that music I saw the fine controlled movement of her hands, feet and head. Perhaps a on full toe definitely on the ground mostly on one quarter of the stage.  If she asked me what should come next in her dance I would she something that swipes her across the stage and back in increasing windswept leaps and spiralling turns that would end center stage some how.

    But anyhow it depends what you see in your mind I think.



    If at first you succeed...try something harder.

    Failing isn't falling down. Failing is not getting back up again.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5075 - August 14, 2012, 03:33 AM

    Thanks Lynna. I was thinking about my emotions about different issues, which is what I usually do when playing. I'll give it another go tomorrow, hopefully I'll make some progress.

    Life is what happens to you while you're staring at your smartphone.

    Eternal Sunshine of the Religionless Mind
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5076 - August 14, 2012, 03:52 AM

    I hope so what you had was beautiful.

    If at first you succeed...try something harder.

    Failing isn't falling down. Failing is not getting back up again.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5077 - August 14, 2012, 10:20 AM

    Going to sleep right after tarawih and getting woken up by your parents for sehri at 4:00 in the morning.  banghead

    Aw damn ): I feel your pain, I had to do that last year. Are they making you pray tahhajud as well these days?

    Started from the bottom, now I'm here
    Started from the bottom, now my whole extended family's here

    JOIN THE CHAT
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5078 - August 15, 2012, 12:58 PM

    When I run into former schoolmates of mine, I simply ignore them and act as if I don't know them, unless we were particularly close. Even university people (One of those came into our office a couple of days ago and saw me but I ignored her, but she recognized me and told people Tongue).

    He's no friend to the friendless
    And he's the mother of grief
    There's only sorrow for tomorrow
    Surely life is too brief
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5079 - August 15, 2012, 03:37 PM

    When I run into former schoolmates of mine, I simply ignore them and act as if I don't know them, unless we were particularly close. Even university people (One of those came into our office a couple of days ago and saw me but I ignored her, but she recognized me and told people Tongue).


    I'm not even acting most of the time.  Grin

    I bumped into a woman who worked with my family about 6-7 years ago.  She came running over to me all "OMG I haven't seen you in ages, how have you been.  OMG your kids are so big now, is that your daughter?  wow I can remember when she was just a baby"..........and on and on, and I was so mortified because for the life of me I could not remember her at all.

    I just stuttered blankly as my mind tried to piece together who the fuck she was, but nothing sprang to mind.  Grin

    I apologised and admitted I didn't remember her.  She took it kind of badly and walked off embarrassed.

    Then when i left I sort of remembered her.  015

    I'm not sure if this is a life saving technique that helps me avoid talking to people, or if this is terribly crippling right now. 

    ^^ This sort of thing happens far too often.  :/

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5080 - August 15, 2012, 04:07 PM

    Ah, the 'stop and chat'

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5f2LJXz-l2k
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5081 - August 15, 2012, 09:22 PM

    Not having an outlet for my hate.

    how fuck works without shit??


    Let's Play Chess!

    harakaat, friend, RIP
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5082 - August 15, 2012, 10:40 PM

    not having all that you want

    "I measured the skies, now the shadows I measure,
    Sky-bound was the mind, earth-bound the body rests."
    [Kepler's epitaph]
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5083 - August 17, 2012, 07:50 AM

    Not having an outlet for my anger.

    Atheism is a non-prophet organization.

    The sleeper has awakened -  Dune

    Give a man a fish, and you'll feed him for a day Give him a religion, and he'll starve to death while praying for a fish!
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5084 - August 17, 2012, 02:08 PM

    Get a punching bag

    "Between stimulus and response there is a space. In that space is our power to choose our response. In our response lies our growth and our freedom." - Viktor E. Frankl

    'Life is just the extreme expression of complex chemistry' - Neil deGrasse Tyson
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5085 - August 18, 2012, 06:22 PM

    This heat, I can't even move a finger without sweating like a pig  mysmilie_977 There's one fan in the house and it doesn't belong to me :(

    "The more powerful and original a mind, the more it will incline toward the religion of solitude."


    "i used to steal my sisters barbies so i could take their clothes off and perv on them" - prince spinoza
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5086 - August 18, 2012, 06:43 PM

    math tests ...

    In my opinion a life without curiosity is not a life worth living
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5087 - August 18, 2012, 07:41 PM

    This heat, I can't even move a finger without sweating like a pig  mysmilie_977 There's one fan in the house and it doesn't belong to me :(


    Keep the fans away from me Grin  I love this heat.  Tomorrow is going to be even hotter and I have jack shit to do even though it's the day to do it.

    What I wouldn't give for a baby sitter tomorrow and friends who were up for cocktails in the sun.

    I hate my total lack of a child free social life.  Even when i can get a baby sitter, none of my friends can so I'm stuck. 

    Over react

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5088 - August 18, 2012, 08:45 PM

    ^^ My family is the same.  The only time they used to call me is to bitch about somebody else, or to tell me what somebody else had said about me.

    Family seriously sucks.   yes

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5089 - August 18, 2012, 09:02 PM

    how uninterested certain people are of the world around them

    "I measured the skies, now the shadows I measure,
    Sky-bound was the mind, earth-bound the body rests."
    [Kepler's epitaph]
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5090 - August 18, 2012, 09:33 PM

    yup  sloshed
    I wish I didnt have one, I really do, I dont feel like I need them, they have done nothing but fuck me up from day one, and will continue to do so for as long as I am in contact with them.





    I know people put lots of value on having great family relationships and such but sometimes it can be toxic for your well being, especially if you're only beginning to find your footing. Don't cut off all contact, it gets painfully lonely, just put a limit on it maybe?
     
     far away hug

    "The more powerful and original a mind, the more it will incline toward the religion of solitude."


    "i used to steal my sisters barbies so i could take their clothes off and perv on them" - prince spinoza
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5091 - August 18, 2012, 10:04 PM

    im not taking any decisions right now but you are right about getting away from it when its toxic, I just dont think there is a way to put a limit on the contact, I feel like its either one or the other with strict muslim families,


    Yeah, Islamic thinking does tend to be very black and white, all or nothing with no 'grey' areas in between and not a lot of room for compromise, really, especially if you're of the fairer sex. There are exceptions and I hope that your family is one of them. There is a middle ground and although they will be unwilling to venture onto it at first, I think they will eventually see that you are sticking to your guns and hopefully they will be willing to meet you halfway.

    far away hug im sorry about your situation, you know exactly what the consequences of leaving the family are, i havent been through that so I cant say how I will react, but I think its the only solution for me in the end


    It's okay, I'm finding some sort of peace and it's done me more good than harm, but it is drastic, it isn't easy and I hope that you will not have to take the same measures. The security and sense of belonging a family provides is second to none but if you feel like your safety or health (mental as well as physical) are being compromised then you will have little choice left but to leave. Anyway you're going to uni soon aren't you? It'll be much better then  far away hug

    "The more powerful and original a mind, the more it will incline toward the religion of solitude."


    "i used to steal my sisters barbies so i could take their clothes off and perv on them" - prince spinoza
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5092 - August 20, 2012, 06:31 AM

    People who say things are 'controversial issues' or 'tough ethical questions' when in fact they are clear-cut and could have been put to rest decades ago if it wasn't for their pig-ignorance and the misinformation they spread without thinking.

    Too fucking busy, and vice versa.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5093 - August 20, 2012, 04:01 PM

    Apathy. When people simply in general 'don't care.'
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5094 - August 31, 2012, 08:06 PM

    I need a job now and I hate that even after applying to literally dozens of places, almost no one has offered an interview to me, and the three interviews I've had have only led to rejection. banghead

    Life is what happens to you while you're staring at your smartphone.

    Eternal Sunshine of the Religionless Mind
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5095 - September 01, 2012, 07:11 AM

    breaking my nose... again.

    how fuck works without shit??


    Let's Play Chess!

    harakaat, friend, RIP
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5096 - September 01, 2012, 07:13 AM

    I need a job now and I hate that even after applying to literally dozens of places, almost no one has offered an interview to me, and the three interviews I've had have only led to rejection. banghead


    I feel ya. It's exactly this kind of experience that's making me feel apprehensive about the whole thing, although apparently dozens isn't very much these days.

    how fuck works without shit??


    Let's Play Chess!

    harakaat, friend, RIP
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5097 - September 01, 2012, 08:25 AM

    Unexplained pain that no amount of medical testing so far has got to the bottom of it. 

    Just want to be pain free for awhile, this is getting to me.  banghead

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5098 - September 01, 2012, 07:25 PM

    I need a job now and I hate that even after applying to literally dozens of places, almost no one has offered an interview to me, and the three interviews I've had have only led to rejection. banghead


    I actually work cash in hand now just so I can shut myself up for the coming years to buy the things I really want to. I concentrate on learning on programming and other things, don't even bother giving CV's out considering too many of them hand tonnes over to human resource departments which just throw so many of them away. It's ridiculous right now.

    "I measured the skies, now the shadows I measure,
    Sky-bound was the mind, earth-bound the body rests."
    [Kepler's epitaph]
  • Re: I hate...
     Reply #5099 - September 11, 2012, 08:54 AM

    The fact that the weather is about to go dark in the UK.  Summer days are practically over and months and months of grey gloom lie ahead.

    Someone hide the razor blades and smash the violin, I feel a pity party coming on. 

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
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