Music. Music. Music. Music. Music. Music. Music. Music. Music. Music. Music.
Music is therapeutic for me, it heals so many pains in a very soothing way. When I feel very upset or sad, music can help me get through the moment and get out horrible emotions and pain. Sometimes I scream with a song, or cry, or laugh, or dance, dance, dance through-out my house. I feel so much better after a good purge session via music + dancing + singing.
There is a song for every moment, every emotion, every pain and fear. Music gets me through, and helps me take back my power and stand strong. Music also helps me to process stuff that I'm finding it hard to work through.
Music is the one time when I can cry freely and not feel like I have to hurt myself for crying. Music is the one time I can scream and not feel guilty. Music is the one time I can just feel and not feel the need to judge myself. Music is the one time I can feel everything and not hide from my own pain, hide from my judging myself as being selfish for feeling anguished, the one time I can just really, really be and not be a proper good girl any more.
Sometimes I feel like every part of me is made of music. Doesn't make much sense, I know lol. I feel like a butterfly flying on musical notes, or a dove travailing through a storm of Hard rock screams.
Music.
