back when i was a muslim i would enjoy the prayer as it gave me a minute to relax. what i didnt like about it though was that the entire thing was just to worship and please Allah. and youd have to say all these things in arabic which was not that easy for a guy who didnt know a single word of this language to begin with. i must have sounded like a complete moron to the arabs in the mosque when trying to pronounce all these difficult words during the prayers
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however since apostasing i kind of missed the therapeutic effect of the prayers, and thats when i started thinking if there was a way to get the same feeling but without dedicating the entire thing to an invisible and imaginary Allah. and thats when i discovered meditation!
i like to just sit down on a rug in some sort of meditationish position, preferably in the early morning. then i just let my mind empty itself of all the unnecessarities floathing around in there, and enjoy the calmness while sinking into some sort of meditative state and end up there for like 30 mins or something. i dont know of any special techniques or anything, i just go with whatever feels natural.
do any of you guys meditate or have any experience of it?