There are way too many blasphemies in this post to even comment to it. lol
as a side note, did you know that the Dead sea Scrolls revealed that the dietary law preached by James the Just (the younger brother and hand-picked heir of the Christ Jesus, son of Mary) was the exact same as that commanded in the Qur'an? I.e., Don't eat swine, don't eat blood, don't eat meat slaughtered in the name of a pagan god, don't eat carrion.
Up until the age of 19 or so I was a non-practicing semi-Muslim with a vague understanding of Islam that leaned more toward a weird form of non-divine Jesus Christianity. Then I read the Qur'an and the life of the prophet and consciously decided to be Muslim.
So it was MOHAMMAD that inspired your devotion, not Allah? See. I have trouble understanding that.
For me, actually, i had been studying islam for a while, for cultural anthropological reasons,
and nothing had inspired me that much, until i downloaded some duaas, and i fell on my face in
worship of Allah. I spent HOURS in prayer that day (had no clue how to pray al fatiah at that point)
When i told my muslim friends i became a muslim that day, and explained how that duaa affected
me, they chastised me cuz i didnt pray al fatiah, and i wasnt really a muslim yet
they said i had
to pray "properly", and were very concerned that i hadnt. But the thing is, it was between ME AND GOD
and i felt a sense of freedom in my sincereity and prostration before god. so i then tried to do it "their"
way, and im like... what if i dont want to just keep repeating myslef, and just pray to god? It was
quite frustrating not to be able to just open my heart and have a one-on-one experience.
EDIT: then came the frustration in the masjid, they were more concerned how many rakkas
i did, than the act of worship itself.