I know there is a contradiction in my statements. That's why I am trying to resolve this issue or I hope to find an answer someday.
There are billions of galaxies in the Universe.
Each has billions of stars and planets.
Each is made up of who knows how many atoms, all interacting beautifully.
The universe is an absolutely amazing place!
Yet you believe the same thing that created all this is incapable of making sense?
You believe it is incapable of making its wishes clear?
You think it is okay for this being to be contradictory?
You know those nags in the back of your mind, that's the analytical part of your mind telling you it's all a load of bollocks. You know it doesn't make sense, now just accept it doesn't make sense because it is wrong. Remember, a perfect being would make perfect sense.