I am an agnostic ex-Muslim from Egypt. I am still struggling with it
I used to be a religious Muslim until I no longer could take it. I hate being driven by fear which is why I still am struggling with who I am, hiding my beliefs from friends and people around me except my brother which is a non believer too.
I actually wear a veil so if you saw me in the street you would think that I'm religious person, this isn't my biggest problem, it only sends the wrong message like being non veiled in Egypt does too. My problem is having to hide this from my friends and rest of my family and at the same time feeling like telling them won't do any good either. Until a day that I can speak freely about what I believe and do what I want without being harassed I am stuck here