IA,
of course i do - my faith rests on thinking He must be all these things. it might at times seem like He is not fair and kind to us, but since we do not know His plan and may even be incapable of understanding it, it perhaps would be hasty to think He is not any of these things using our limited logic.
Well I admit, I don't know his plan (assuming he exists).
I know one thing though, a god that provides no solid physical proof of his existence and then sends everybody who believe he doesn't exist to hell for eternity just for thinking he doesn't exist and irrespective of whether they led a good life or were good human beings, to me that is not a kind, benevolent, or fair god.
Also, and please don't take it personally, I find it extremely appalling, supremacist, impudent, and offensive when someone says that they think such a god is fair, kind, or benevolent. The same god they believe will send me, Hassan, IsLame and countless others to hell where we would burn, be skinned, and made to drink lava for eternity just because we dared to not to have faith in him and regardless of what else we have done in our lives.
For anybody to think such a god is fair, kind, or benevolent is just sick.
I can't stress enough that this not directed at you abuyunus. Please understand where I'm coming from.