That I get another surprise cheque in the post, that £4000 was sweet, another one would be sweeter.
That I get all the decorating finished in this house within the next few weeks so that I can start focusing on my blog, personal study and reading for pleasure again.
That I can quit smoking soon.
That I get to make love to a woman again one day. My heart races and my cheeks flush to thinking about the things I would do to her given a chance.