Despite her obviously frail physique she said she had never once been told by a modelling agency to put on weight.
^^ This is so true.
Only 1 very very close friend has ever said to me that I need to put on a bit of weight, and that in itself makes me feel that inspite of being 2 1/2 stone underweight, I'm where I should be.
Instead of criticism, I get praise. I get people asking me how to lose weight, how can they starve themselves for a short while just to squeeze into that dress. What tricks did I use, how to maintain it.
When I become dangerously thin, and I posted on fb the new dress size I had reached I had untold congratulations. Not one person I knew, who knew me at that time, who knew my bone structure and height. Not one of them said "I don't really think that would look right on you"
Part of me feels the only reason my best friend even tells me to gain weight is because she knows how much it drove me to have people compliment me.
I read this article the other day on facebook. At the time I read it, I didn't want to end up like her and yet by the end of the day, I had only eaten one small baguette, no butter or spread. Just every couple of hours I took a piece off of it and nibbled it to keep me going.
I don't want to end up like her, and yet......I still don't eat.